Allright so i never was really good at this blogging thing and i tell people do it often and thats why this entry is coming in a couple of months late. 

In a nutshell life is great. Everything from the ending of summer classes to the beginning of my new jobs. I questioned sometimes why I am taking two internships and then i remember how it'll help me in the long run for my plan and what not. There is a paradox in this idea of a plan is supposed to be though. A plan is supposed to be a set of actions predetermined by you and thusly followed through within a given time period. Everyone has a plan of some sort but then if you have a plan how can you be random and spontaneous? The definition of spontaneous is doing something unplanned. There has to be an equal balance to these two things and hopefully everyone finds their bearings

So during the summer i decided to take this class called sociology of gender. o man what a class it is. friggin boring at times, but then on the other hand i find myself reading into the topic and actually getting involved in the conversation. a lot of the things that are said are common sense but when they are brought up in class the viewpoints just change. people throw out the idea of people being complex and what not. i argued with them saying that everything is simple. people may things complex but in reality everything is as it seems. the only reason complications arise is because people read too much into it or they find reasons to blind themselves to the what they dont wanna hear which is honesty and truthfulness. If you were to give someone advice and then they didnt like it because they called you heartless. are they not being ignorant? the advice given without heart is made without emotion and thus cant be clouded in judgement. however i do understand that most people would argue with me about this that emotion is needed in some decisions or else nothing would work. Seeing people ignorant is the worst thing in my life. Seeing people who accept what they dont wanna hear and move on with their life is why i keep some friends.

On a different note i was able to discover a new food at Stony Brook. It is called the gasm. yes ladies and gentlemen. the gasm. an epic sandwich with so much deliciousness that it should be illegal. if you go to stony and are hungry for a good sandwich. go there. so much food in such a small amount of time.

Movie note: GO SEE TRANSFORMERS 2. ok thats all.

Wow i never knew u could just type on and on and on and on lol just talking about w.e. but chances r nobody will read this and i actually like tht haha its my online journal. if u do read this go play tht facebook game typing machine haha its pretty fun. 

Just loving the good conversation. =)

What is defined as good?

People love to do what they think is "good" but how do we know what the good is? If you asked 100 people what they think is good you would get 100 different answers. When people commit a pious action they do it because they believe that the action will be seen as pious to God. However, the question is that, do we preform a pious action because God says its pious or is the action pious because we do it and we think that God loves it. I know that sounds confusing, but if you think about it it makes sense. To be honest I don't know if theres a good definition of what is pious and impious because we never really can figure out what God is thinking. I do know however that God has a plan for everyone and following that plan is what is in our best interest. Now can this plan be called our destiny? People say that you make your own destiny, but how can this be if God has an already made plan for us? Anyone have any thoughts about this?

Random Rambling pt. 1

So sitting in class today i thought of what it really means to find someone you like. Personally I don't like women. I find them intriguing and if they are interesting enough I'd hope that I would be lucky enough to get to know them better. Maybe even like them... I've never really been in a real relationship and sadly all i have honestly had are meaningless "flings" I guess. Is it that I'm too picky? I don't think so... People tell me that I am looking for perfection, but how can people tell me what I am looking for? I know that there is no such thing as the "perfect" girl, but there are imperfect girls. Those are the ones I hope to meet because the girl I wanna meet isn't going to be perfect and don't want her to be. I'd rather fall in like with the girls imperfection =). I wanna be able to not know anything about her because everything will just be beautifully unexplainable. Ok thats it on the girl stuff lol sorry to have just rambled on about girls...